Growing up, its safe to say I was sheltered. My mom wouldn’t let me partake in things that other kids did and I hated not even realizing what my mom was preparing me for.
I was a virgin til 18 years old. I tell people this and you’d think I hit them with a tazer with some of the shocked looks I get.
After my mother passed away in 03′ I went wild. I stopped going to church and without using these exact words, told God I would get back to him.
Right before graduating, I had sex for the first time ever. It was my first time and while it was a great experience, the feeling that I had reached manhood, was one of the most amazing personal feelings ever but where was that coming from?